thanks for worrying about me ya'll
i am feeling better now except that my grandpa (my dad's daddy) died yesterday...they took him off life support and he didn't make it
he has had a bad heart for years apparently. my poor grandma-they were married for over 60 years. me and my dad don't talk-we just send each other cards at xmas. long story there...my mom left him when i was three and i guess he still hasn't gotten over that. he still lives with his parents and has never gone out with another woman. he was real bad into drugs and alcohol and he still is....my mom didn't want me to be raised by an alcoholic/druggie...she said he just didn't care about anything except his next fix. anyway...my hubby is still an a-hole
but i love him...dang! here i am lying in bed with a HIGH fever feeling like i got beat up by mike tyson and he's wanting a piece of ass!!! i asked him to hold me cuz i was cold and the next thing i know he starts humping all over me-jerk. so i asked him to stop and he waited till i was asleep and tried to you know what...i got pissed and went in the bathroom and sat there for like ten minutes hoping he would have cooled down and gone to sleep...i go to get back in bed and he had left his "mark" all over my damn side of the bed....i stormed off and slept in the girls bed. thank god they were at my mil's house. i chewed him a new one the next morning but he acted all innocent like he didn't even touch me. oh ya'll it gets worse.....the next day i'm still sick with a fever and he wakes me up screaming about i need to get my lazy ass up and cook supper cause he was hungry and the kids had just come home it's friggin' 4:20 in the afternoon...well he gets on his high horse cusses me out in front of the girls then says he's going to mcdonald's to get something to eat cuz my lazy ass won't get out of bed. not even ten minutes later he comes storming back in hollering where's his damn supper...i said i thought you were getting burgers. then my oldest dtr said "No mom we just drove thru the Mcdonalds and then Daddy hauled back home to finish yelling at you" Ya'll should have seen the look on his face!!! I said that was sad of him to be treating me like that in front of the babies then to get their mouth all workied up for happy meals and teasing them....big ol' turd!!!
