I'm sure hubby hates to get beat up but I'm sure he doesn't blame you.
Try this link it was passed on to me.
C:\Users\me\Documents\An Online Guide To Dream Interpretation.mht
Actually I think I saw it on YorkieTalk
I think you need to go to bed relaxed and thinking of positive thoughts. Maybe a bubblebath or a nice massage to relax your nerves.
You might want to consider Happy Pills for a short period of time.