Now that I've vented, I really feel like such a bi*ch for saying these things. I really do love his grandmother. I had the best time yesterday spending the day with her. I hope my grandchildren would do for me what we have done for her. I know she appreciates it and I know she had a great time staying with us.

And I really do love her little toy poodle. She adopted it from a rescue about 6 months ago. Her poodle has really really helped her cope since losing her husband of 55 years. He died almost 4 years ago and she is still so sad.

I just get moody when I'm tired.