[lynne b]

Thank you again for all the thoughts and prayers. Yesterday was the funeral, so many emotions, seeing people that we knew when we were in school and married, that his current wife didn't know and of course the same for her, people that i didn't know. The girls did pretty good, although my oldest wouldn't even look at him or get close enough, she wanted to sit in the back of the room.

Only 1 brother and 1 nephew came, his own mother didn't come, she hadn't talked to him for a couple of years now, she will regret it some day.

I'm sad at the whole out come of this, but i am also mad at him for hurting the girls the way he did....i know he was sick and not thinking straight, but come on, he had no ins. no money and now my girls are stuck paying for their fathers funeral, me and my husband are paying for the flowers. Yes his wife works and i have told the girls that they really need to talk to her about this after some time has passed, the plots had to be paid up front so thats done and already the kids are struggling, we helped them through the funeral with $ but i can't expect my husband to pay for my ex's funeral.....i'm so mad that he has put the girls in this position.

Thanks again for the thoughts and prayers and letting me vent


oh one more thing, i had a lock box that i kept jewlery in, mine, moms and g-parents, birth cert, and some cash, went to get some of the cash for the gilrs yesterday morning and the box is gone, we have turned the house upside down looking for it and it's not here. I was just in it maybe a week ago, i put my mom's mother's ring in it, i sat on the floor in the closet sorting pic's for the girls Sun. and didn't even notice weather it was there or not. Nothing else is missing except the box.....no one even knew where we kept it or that we had one, no one around here knew about the death and that we would be gone except for regular work hrs, which we did not go to work those days. It's driving me crazy just wondering..did i do something with it or was someone really in my house, we always lock it up. I just hate loosing the jewlery for my girls, some of moms rings were to go to them. Yes we called the sheriff, but not much to go on.