Thanks ladies!
I telecommuted for 7 years and had no one interrupting me or standing over me while I did it. I know part of my problem is that I'm no longer used to being in the company of people constantly. They want the radio on all the time and I had it moved so I wouldn't have to hear it since it was right next to me before. LOL I made such a wonderful secluded hermit!
It stings that I can't seem to learn like I used to. I know part of it is menopause which will eventually pass, but it's SO frustrating in the meantime. My 29 yr old male manager isn't particularly interested in hearing about my "female issues" so I just keep that part to myself. LOL
It sucks that even though I asked for help with the things I couldn't handle on my own, I am now "at fault" for them being done wrong by someone who has been there over a year and is my superior in rank. I kinda feel like there's no winning right now.
I simply have to master this soon. I can't help but feel that each additional screw-up is just one step closer to my being fired. I've never been fired so would be just totally embarrased and devastated.