Lindsey hon, I'm sorry life's not treating you well right now. It seems that rotten stuff tends to happen all at one time, making it hard to not let it get us down.
I hope your luck turns upward again very soon. Until then, please come vent to us as needed. According to an old story, "since women don't sweat, burp or fart, we have to vent or we'd just blow up!"
HUGS my prayers are with you!