[Mandy]

Mood swings/depression, oh yes i have it, i get depressed at times, i used to hide it, coz i wanted to put up this happy face, but hey... that's HARD work, and there's no way to really hide it, but i never wanted people to think i was having a "pity party" so then i isolated myself when i was going thru one, but that sure doesnt help either! It's best to talk about to someone that's really willing to listen. Last week i was really down, so i came here to spill my beanbag LOL... ive come to realize that my online friends have better ears, and understanding.
You are definatly NOT alone, but it does feel "lonely" when you going thru one, it sux BIG time!
I have so many skeletons in my closet, and they open the doors from time to time, and bammmm comes guilt, anger, frustration, sadness, you name it, it's there.
Ive got happy pills that i do take when i feel like that, ive been to counselling for a huge issue, but having studied counselling myself, i didnt find that very helpful. I know i need to deal with my issues, one at a time, but keeping that closet closed is so much easier. *SIGH*

Hugs to you, and never feel alone, we are all here for you!!