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Originally Posted by Lindsey
You probably don't think what you said means as much as it does. I read that right before I went out to grab some stuff at the store, mostly stuff my brother wanted =/ But the whole way driving there I was like "I am so much more fun when I'm single!" And it's true. I was single for 3 years before I dated my ex because I WANTED to be. I am more outgoing, I go for what I really want. I can be the life of the party. I think that attracted him to me. But for the past 9 months everytime I went out with my bf I sat at a table with him and his friends all night at the bar, talking when one of them talked to me. Last weekend, my first single weekend in ages, I drank too much tequila and danced on speakers with girls all night long and had a blast!
So now that I just got home, I'm going to wax my legs, which I was doing before for my bf, and I will now do for me! I bought some hair products for my new cut, and some hair dye to change it up a little (I think I look sexier with darker hair anyway)! I also got some new nail polish to top it all off! My brother is out tonight with his friends so I've got the house to myself. Let girly night begin!
And thanks for the reminder that the world isn't over when a guy isn't around. I just lost myself and that made me remember how fun and independent I used to be, and WILL be again!
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Aw Lindsay! I am SO happy to see ur post. Tequila, nail polish, dancing, waxing, hair dye, sounds awesome. Is'nt it so great to do something totally different with your hair and to feel incredibly sexy!?! I'm happy that you are getting out there. I know you go through ups and downs, but it sounds like you are doing a great job of keeping your head up for now...just keep it up. It's awsome you have a wonderful gf that took you out on the town for dancing and drinks! It sounds like that was much needed!!! Good for you!