[Janet]

Aw sweetie, I feel so bad that you're having all of this to deal with. No new mother should, it should be more of a time of rejoicing and bonding.

If it is at all possible, is there anyway you three can get a small apartment or anything that you can call your own? I think that would help out a great deal.

I also think it would be great if you had someone that could help you with all the feelings you're having and how to deal with them. If finances won't allow it, speak with your Dr., there are free places you can go, it not, talk with your pastor or any pastor. Take your meds as prescribed, but take care of your mental health as you are your physical.

I'm wishing you all the best, and if none of the suggestions will work for you at this time, then know we are here for you.