[Lindsey]

I've got quite a few guy friends here, and they're great to hang out with. They just aren't the kind of people I can cry in front of, and talk about how badly my heart is broken. And really, that's all I want to vent about right now. I've done a lot of venting here already, and I know that I should be over it and I thought I was for awhile but I think I was just denying to myself that it still hurt. I opened up and spilled everything to this girl on the first night we met! I need to be more careful about who i trust.