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Thanks for asking about me...
I am doing good.
Still hurting... but... I will be ok. I know time will help, and it has.
But... like an idiot I still care. Doesn't mean I will do anything stupid.. haven't heard from him, know I won't.
I refuse to try to get in touch with him. His silence tells me more than words could. Although I wish he would call to give me closure and to explain. So many unanswered questions I have... biggest one being 'why'?
I have to live with the knowledge that I was weak in believing in a man I knew nothing about other than what little he was willing to share with me..
But I also have to thank him for showing me that I am capable of loving and caring again.. I truly thought I would never meet a man I could think strongly about again. But I did. I will again. God permitting.
Hopefully the next man will be worthy of my love and will love me back as I deserve. Time will tell.
Untill then, I am content to be on my own.
I have the support of friends and family. The support of this forum I was so forunate to find.
I have a good life. I will continue to live it as I have, honestly and with respect for those I care about.
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