Awwww, (((((((Janet))))))), you're not alone. We are here with you!!!!! If we lived closer together, I'd run over for a bit. It's sad that your friend has not called. She is really missing out!!
Sew something, rent DVD's, attend a church service. Maybe there's a vacation bible school somewhere close that you can help with.
We love you!!!!!!!
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Marilyn 
If anyone would like a free Bible Study CD or book entitled "Searching for Truth", PM me with your mailing address and I'll send you one. "And you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free." John 8:32