Lindsey, please be careful. I'm very glad that you are better, but I can't help but let the mom come out a bit here. From what you've told us over the last few months, this guy does not sound like the person you need to be counting on to be there for you. All we see of him is the view we have from our computer chairs, but just be careful, okay!? When you hurt, we all feel for you, and are there with you. Try to have a good day, and I still think if you could find a really good counselor, it could make a big difference.
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Marilyn 
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