[Janet]

Thanks everyone for understanding. I won't beat myself up over it any longer. I must have during the night because I woke up with such a bad headache. It's gone now though.

I don't know why my younger brother is like that. Maybe it's because he is the baby, I don't know. Mom did dote on him alot when he was younger after my father passed away.

I like being happy and it's just way too hard when he's around. Everyone always has to watch what they say or do. He wants the attention on him and his kids 17 and 22 years old.

So it will be easier this way. We only see each other really at Christmas for any length of tme, so I'm just glad we got said what needed to be said and like I said, I'm done.