[rivermom]

Thanks to you all. It's the middle of the night on my end. Signed on and LOL it looks as though everyone's asleep. Which it should be....But I couldn't sleep and wanted to check in and try to read some posts.

Those who mentioned my strength, I am really trying to find it. I am just really trying hard to find answers. I hope God gives me some soon!!!!!!!!!!

Please know that I still am thinking of you all even when I can't be here as much.