Thanks Tink. Thanks to everyone else too.
I admit...Everyday I tilt my head back, look to the heavens, and pray to God. I don't think he's hearing me yet but I'm being patient.
Id probably have a nervous breakdown if so much wasn't expected of me right now. Maybe tomorrow? Meanwhile, I'll keep pushing on.
I have this dream, a wide awake dream....I get to run off to some tropical island, get the mental help I need and return all better with nobody ever noticing I'm gone. Is that possible? LOL
