[Marilyn]

It's almost 10:00, and I'm still crying off and on. I don't know why exactly it's harder this time than before. Melissa turned 21 and is getting married in June. Karen will be working on Saturday's now, so it is possible that this will be the last weekend when both will be home together before the wedding. I really don't know why it is hitting me so hard this time, but maybe this is part of it.

Hubby doesn't get it at all. He's pretty much oblivious to what I'm going through. He was too involved with the NFC playoff game this afternoon.

Maybe going to bed and getting back to work tomorrow will calm me down.

I know I'm feeling sorry for myself when I have so very much to be thankful for. It's really kinda silly and selfish. Thank you for being there to listen to my silliness.