Donna...that makes me so sad you are thinking this way. I do think there are times when we all think about our dying for a fleeting moment, but any longer I don't think is healthy.
For all of us...our days are numbered, it's what you do with those days that will bring you peace of mind and joy.
I wish everyone could meet my mother!! She's 85, not in the greatest of health, but she still drives, still pulls a tag-a-long camper to go camping with a campers group she has belonged to for 40 years. Does everything for herself...does what she wants, when she wants, loves her computer, and will not join the local senior citizens center because according to her....everyone there is too old. LOL.
Start thinking about how wonderful life is and that you have a very long time left. I hope you can do that.
Whenever you get down...just come here. Someone here will lift your spirits. I know they do it for me...every time!