[Brooke]

Hi there... I am a christian also. i listen to christian radio and I heard a speaker not long ago tell the story in the bible about how Jesus turned the water into wine.

Some one came up to Jesus and said most people bring the best wine out first but you have saved the best for last!

The speaker went on to say that the Lord works on our lives, molds and shapes us, and saves the best for last. You are being molded and shaped all the time. You have been through many things and you are wiser now.
I will pray for you to be used for Gods glory... I'm sure you have much to offer. You are going through some tough times but those tough times bring you closer to the Lord and help shape you. God is never done with you. hang in there and seek the Lord. Your joy is there.

Music is a natural high... find some uplifting music and put it on.