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Thanks Ladies.
As I was telling Kat, Dustin would have HATED me getting all depressed over him. He was the type who could make me laugh no matter how low or ornery I was feeling.

Shortly after he passed, I fell asleep on the couch while home alone. I woke up to him bouncing on the edge of the sofa like a little kid squealing "Mommy! Mommy!" like he used to do to make me laugh. I know it had to have been a dream, but OMG it was so like him to have done that... I can't stay in this funk because I know he'd have never allowed it.

"And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss the dance"

He was a fun loving devil make care person who I'm SO glad to have known and loved.
Thanks for letting me vent.