So sorry to hear about all your going though. It has to get better. God is always there when you need him. When one door closes another one will open.
Go for the jobs at the doctor offices. You have experience with people patients.
That should help. Do up a resume. Hand them out to as many offices and clinics that you can. I don't know how big of town your from. But it sounds like your
thinking in the right direction. Good Luck. I'm pulling for you.