awwww, Dobie I am sorry! I remember those feelings. I was actually on both sides of the situation. My two kids were born after infertility treatments. My sister was unable to concieve and we were both so happy with each of my pregnancies. Then, when I thought I was done, I ended up getting pregnant on my own. I was very shocked! One of those "it could never happen" situations. Anyway, my sister was still trying and I remember feeling "how can I tell her I'm pregnant again". God has his own plan, and it ended up that she did get pregnant right after me but my baby, Erin, was stillborn. I have a very special bond with my sister's son, Shawn because of it.
My prayers are with you...hang in girl, and it's ok to have a pity party once in a while, it really is!
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