Angie, Megan and Joan (Crystalsmom) are very close. Megan talked to her on the phone a few minutes ago. We are devestated for her and Megan was crying too! Joan is doing pretty good. She is so grateful to have had Crystal for 14 years. She is alone and I know she'll be lonely without her. I have been saying a special prayer for her. You are NOT crazy, what you are is a sweet, sensitive woman who feels other people's pain.