Oh, ((((((((((Tink))))))))))), what a terrible thing to have happen, and to find.

We all know that you are doing your very best and would have done anything to prevent it. Don't beat yourself up too much over this. You can make yourself sick going over senerios, and you are too important to too many people, and have a lot more of life to enjoy. What happened is in the past and all we can do is grieve and move on a little wiser. Sounds like the pups are old enough to be placed?
Please know that we all care very much about you and are reaching through this screen to give you a heartfelt hug.
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Marilyn 
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