Im thinking of you.... I remember a time in my life that I was very overwhelmed with everything going on. My fiance and I broke up (3 years ago) and we were together 10 years it was devastating, I had to sell our house and cancel the wedding UGH, our puppy died in the middle of all that... right after that my little brother got deployed to Iraq (at 25 years old) for 8 months, then my other younger brother was diagnosed with a brain tumor and had to have brain surgery at 28 years old. Then my father was diagnosed with prostate cancer, then my mom and her hubby up and moved 2,500 miles away to New Mexico, then one of my best friends from HS, we are sooo close for like 15 years now, got diagnosed with thyroid cancer at 29 years old. It just went on & on like it would never end with all the bad stuff.
I know how bad this year has been for our country in general, but for me its been a year of peace in my heart and life finally. My brothers are well and good, my father is well and good, my friend is well and good, I met an amazing man and my broken heart has healed. My mom and her hubby are still a million miles away but Ive gotten used to it and we make the most of visits and stuff!
hang in there.... there is always times in our lives that the going gets tough and times in our lives that are peaceful mentally and emotionally (even if they are not financially)! (((HUGS)))
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