[Lindsey]

Thanks Mandy. I just all of a sudden feel FREE. I really do like Kyle and I hope someday we can be friends, and with all my heart I hope he finds someone better for him than I am. I want him to be happy more than anything. That's my one comfort in seeing how badly he's hurt now... I was hurting him anyway by not giving him what he wanted and needed because I COULDN'T, my heart just wasn't in it. He is a good guy. He had problems with anger and jealousy, but he can change and he DID change. He just changed at the wrong time. I hope it won't be too long until he's happy again.