[judy]

I feel like I should be cleaning my house up, but it doesn't make sense to do a hard cleaning. They're not finished and it will all get dirty again. I'm keeping up with the major dust and I think that's about all I can do.

It creates a lot of anxiety in me to have a messy, dirty house. I like it clean and neat at all times.

I am not a happy camper right now. I know I should be so glad that I'll have a really nice house, and I am. But...I don't have that now. What I have is a giant dirty mess.

Okay - I feel a little better now. I needed to vent a bit.