When we had our talk about it, he said what scared him was that HE had feelings. He was scared to get so far in so fast and he thought maybe the feelings would stop someday and we'd get hurt.... and I was like man it's okay we can slow down. No problem. I'm not ready to say I have a
boyfriend yet and we're not dating, just seeing each other for now. There shouldn't be any pressure. But I absolutely did give him space when we were stepping back from it all... he made all the first moves for everything, other than the last night when I invited him in, and he said "I'd love to"
I am enjoying my single time too... in New York I found the hottest black guy I've seen in my life, and I danced with him, and then I kissed him a little
And then I was like "I'm from Canada, bye" and I left... just like old Lindsey!
And then I got our cute waiter's number, and I've actually added him to my facebook. We had fun flirting all night and he let us stay at the club until after close. And I had an absolute blast just hanging out with the girls for the whole week. But I always had Scott in the back of my mind, and it felt good to be back in his arms when I got home.
I was planning on not talking to him for this whole weekend snowboarding with his buddies, but he started texting me tonight, and so I replied of course... and he can't wait to get home to see me again.
I was worried this morning, but I'm not anymore. I just feel content. I know I can be single, and I can be happy being single... But I just feel so connected to him and I want to see where it goes.