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Well, I haven't been married but I know how it feels to be cheated on... by every guy I've dated. The first guy I ever slept with, I dated for three years. I waited two years before I gave in and slept with him. I knew he had been going on dates and kissing other girls and stuff, but he always cried and apologized and I always took him back. So I slept with him, and we broke up a year later, and I found out that I probably wasn't his first... he was sleeping with another girl for the whole year. Needless to say I got very depressed and had low self esteem for a few years (and I'm only 22 now).
I was with another guy for two years and I thought he was amazing but I would always find other girls underwear and socks and random clothing in his bedroom, but i stuck around and half the time didn't even say anything. There were 3 or 4 guys around these relationships too, who all cheated, and they were the ones to dump me.
I basically said screw it, love doesn't exist, and any guy I marry is going to cheat on me so I would like to get married just to have kids, and then get divorced because i'm happier alone.
.... Until I met a guy who treats me like a princess, and makes me believe i'm worth more than I ever thought. I feel strong enough now that if I ever get cheated on again, I'm going to be the one to end it.
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