[Janet]

She has her own place Gayle, but there isn't anyone there to really help her unless it's the next door neighbor.

Today Mom wasn't the easiest to get along with. She can be so hard headed. Too much to really get into, but she's being a little on the disrespectful side to everyone. We go tomorrow and then we are done until one day next week....a refresher.

They wanted her to start in two days...Friday. It would work out great for me because I could stay the nights over the weekend. She didn't want to start until Monday...no matter how inconvenient it was for me...she wouldn't budge. So......we are holding off until the next Friday. I would have thought she could have thought a little about me (since school is starting on Wednesday), but no....didn't happen. Either do it her way....or no way.

I'm glad we will have this break. I need it desperately. I'm used to speaking with Lynne every day or at least every other day and I miss her. She understands because of all she is/was going through with her Mom. I'm just usually so tired...emotionally drained and can't wait to go to sleep to quit thinking. I'm still crying ...alot....I know it's a stressful cry...I'm just so tired and here it is 9:16 PM and I'm still awake.