Hard to write about

[judy]

I found out yesterday that my daughter moved about 5 hours away sometime over the summer. My hairdresser knows us both, and she told me. That's what one of the phone calls from her husband was about.

I'm glad she's moved if that's what she wants, but I just can't believe that the daughter I raised and loved and still love would move without even sending me a postcard. Now I know for sure that it wasn't anything I did wrong. I would know if I had been so terrible a mother that my own daughter would move and not let me know, and I definitely know I wasn't that kind of mother.

I already found out her address and phone number. It's so easy online.

I'm so hurt, I'm numb.