I think I'm going to do it

[toodles]

I can't live like this anymore. I am sick of walking on egg shells. I am sick of wondering "why is he mad now??" I am sick of being made to feel like a bad person because I don't want to have sex every single day. I'm sick of feeling like CRAP.

I just have to figure out how I am going to tell him now. but I'm done. I'm seriously seriously done.

I have to figure out how I will tell him...and figure out how I can afford this house when he is gone.

wish me luck!!!