Mixed emotions

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Thanks all.
I was really reluctant to even post this news. My mind and heart are just in a turmoil right now.
I SO love the 2 grand babies I already have, but they were born when my oldest was happily married, well into her mid and later 20's and a much more stable person.

I want that same kind of stability and healthy environment for this future baby and fear it's going to be a lot more of a struggle for a young mother to provide.