Layla

[Lindsey]

Originally Posted by judy

It's good to see her! She looks so cute sleeping in there! I don't see why you can't continue to bring her to work. She certainly doesn't look like she's bothering anybody! Besides that, remember that you are the only person there who does your job. You can bring her every day for as long as you want!

Before this happened I was actively trying to find a new job. I know I can't find another job where I can take her with me. Before we have kids I wanted to find a place that would give me better benefits for maternity leave and stuff like that. At the office where Scott is working now (not the same company as him) they will pay 100% salary for maternity leave! So I was really looking to get to a better company like that. Plus I get treated like crap here. But Layla is more important to me so if that's how it is, I will put up with crap.

Scott and I had another huge fight this morning and last night. My brother is not speaking to my family anymore, and I feel like it's my fault. My baby Layla is paralyzed. I'm getting yelled at at work for this drawing not getting done and I don't know why the program isn't working right. I feel like my life is falling apart. I have a doctor's appointment for a physical this morning and I'm sure he'll be able to tell how unhealthy I am right now.