my discouraging search.....

well im still looking... i juts got off the phone with a breeder who told me not to embarrass the breed by asking for a puppy for 500$.... yeh... they are mean around here i guess!.. i keep telling them that i dont mind and would even like it better if they were sick or had health problems (God forbid... but they need to be taken care of)....and they keep shooting me down... oh well.. im sure there is one out there... i just cant wait to find her...candice was in tears today b/c her life has just seemed to go down the toilet... i felt HORRIBLE...having to tell her that im having trouble finding her a puppy... shes trying to scrape up money from everywhere... this puppy to her is like a life changing thing right now... i just wish it would be easier to come by!!!