How did you know it was time to have a baby?

[Janet]

We "just knew" after we were married about 7 years. Then we tried and tried and nothing. I had endometriosis really bad and went through so much fertiltiy crap and still nothing. We tried invitro and fertility drugs..

I remember we tried to adopt a baby and the bio mother decided to keep it. We were so heartbroken and I went to my mothers and layed my head on her lap and just cried. She said something about God and I looked her in the eye and told her never to mention God to me ever again. I was so angry. The next day I got a call at work from our lawyer and said our son was born (we had talked with another bio mother. also). I was so excited. I went home to our bedroom and apologized to God for what I said to my mother and I promised him to teach my son God's word. I didn't break that promise. We have a lovely church and church family.