Thank you all for your sweet comments. I had a rough day yesterday and just cried a lot. I'm so sad and scared and I feel so useless. I wish there was something I could do, but there isn't. My papaw (that's what we call him) always protected me. He protected me at times even though it would make his life completely miserable...and I can't do anything for him now...I feel so guilty for not going to see him more, but being there in that house brings back so many bad memories for me that I just couldn't make myself go...I wish I had. He was there for me when I needed him, but I was too selfish to do the same for him...
Today, my husband and I are going to try to take Randy and Crissy to a park and out to eat to get their minds off of it for a little while, especially Randy since he lives with my grandparents. I hope it helps at least a little bit.
06-18-2007, 05:52 AM
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