It's going to be an awkward night

[Lindsey]

Thanks Judy.
We did talk yesterday, and smoothed things over somewhat. I think basically we just avoid talking about the big subjects. It's not working out, and I know it, and I've known it for a long time. I was talking (okay, crying) to a girlfriend yesterday morning before I saw him, and she was like "He might be a nice guy, but not the guy for you. You don't deserve this stress and you are too young to feel like you have to settle down." And I completely agree, but when I'm with him, I can't end it. I'll miss him too much, and I'll miss his family too much. I'm not ready to let go.
What I think bothers me the most about the Ryden thing is, yeah, maybe he does care about me as a person, but he doesn't make an effort to try to be my friend. In fact, he never talks to ANY of his old friends anymore. He's just obsessed with his new girlfriend, and why does he deserve to be so happy after he made me feel so bad and even my new relationship isn't happy?

[AngieDoogles]

Lindsey, I'm so sorry!!! Breaking up is one of the hardest things to go through, but almost always, you're glad in the end. Over time you seem to realize more and more that it's actually a good thing. I know this doesn't help now, but I guess I just want you to remember that there IS a brighter future for you. You DON'T want to be in a relationship that makes you unhappy...

Like Judy said, eat some chocolate! Hope you feel better soon!

[Mandy]

Oh Lindsey, im sorry your going through another break up, that sux! Obviously he is very insecure. Every relationship is based on trust, if you dont have that, it's bound to be unstable. Give yourself time, and like Judy, and Angie said.... treat yourself to some nice chocolates, they work like magic

[Lindsey]

I think I need lots of chocolate, ice cream, and puppy kisses. I'm still just PRAYING that all of a sudden he will change and I will start having feelings for him and it won't have to end.

[judy]

Now you're talking Lindsey! He most certainly does not deserve to move on, be happy, nor have a (crazy, jealous) new girlfriend. In fact, he should be in bed most of the day crying and the rest of the time either throwing up or having the runs (you choose). It wouldn't hurt if he got acne and gained about 25 pounds either.

I love thoughts of revenge. A dash of self-pity is good too. I think they're healthy and honest. Just don't stay there too long.

I still stand behind my cure - chocolate.

[Lindsey]

Hahaha awww that put a big smile on my face. And if I had a choice, I'd choose throwing up AND the runs at the same time. That just makes it more interesting.
Actually, on Friday he said he cried for days over me when we broke up. I know he cried that night because he did it right in front of me, but to admit crying for days was impressive for a guy. I don't know if I believe it though, considering he slept with another girl not even a week later.
I know that I was a big loss for him. None of his friends can stand his new girl and they're all still friends with me! Even my friends have said, out of nowhere "I just saw Ryden with his new girlfriend... I'm not being biased because I'm your friend, you seriously are so much prettier!" And I know it's mean to judge someone on their looks, but I know she's an ugly person on the inside, and she thinks she's the hottest girl alive! So comments like that lift me up a little too

[judy]

"I don't know if I believe it though, considering he slept with another girl not even a week later. "





But you were on a break!

[Lindsey]

Right! Ugh I can't believe how fast guys can just get over someone! Or at least don't feel guilty about using someone else to get over someone!