It's going to be an awkward night

[Lindsey]

Hahaha awww that put a big smile on my face. And if I had a choice, I'd choose throwing up AND the runs at the same time. That just makes it more interesting.
Actually, on Friday he said he cried for days over me when we broke up. I know he cried that night because he did it right in front of me, but to admit crying for days was impressive for a guy. I don't know if I believe it though, considering he slept with another girl not even a week later.
I know that I was a big loss for him. None of his friends can stand his new girl and they're all still friends with me! Even my friends have said, out of nowhere "I just saw Ryden with his new girlfriend... I'm not being biased because I'm your friend, you seriously are so much prettier!" And I know it's mean to judge someone on their looks, but I know she's an ugly person on the inside, and she thinks she's the hottest girl alive! So comments like that lift me up a little too

[judy]

"I don't know if I believe it though, considering he slept with another girl not even a week later. "





But you were on a break!

[Lindsey]

Right! Ugh I can't believe how fast guys can just get over someone! Or at least don't feel guilty about using someone else to get over someone!

[Gina]

Lindsey help me out here.lol Kyle broke up with you because of the incident the other night with Ryden? So who is sleeping with a new girl within a week of knowing her? Kyle or Ryden? geezeeeee I can't keep up here...lol

Well apparently you still have feelings over Ryden and I am sorry I saw this post after the fact that you ran into him at the function. He went out of his way to speak to you looks like to clear the air and his own guilt from what you had said in the past of him bad mouthing you. Honesty I would have heard him out and nothing more, and continue to have been cold to him that night. He doesn't deserve your friendship. As far as Kyle he was just jealous and hurt, guys at that age have an macho image to protect. He is acting childish in breaking up with you, if he truly cares he will be back and men need to be reassured that they are the only one in your life. But you are young don't settle for any bs...Anyway I hope I got part of the story right..

Judy is right chocolate always does it for me!! lol

[Lindsey]

Sorry for the confusion! Ryden said he cried over me for weeks... although a lot of people have told me he was already with a new girl within a week of breaking up with me. He tries to portray himself as the perfect caring boyfriend, but there were countless times he looked me in the eye to tell me he hadn't touched drugs when he was obviously high, plus all the stuff he told his friends about me. Then he tries to tell me he didn't lie to me throughout our whole relationship.
Kyle and I talked it over yesterday and as of now we are together, but I don't think I have much hope for us. We never come to a compromise on anything, we just eventually try to stop fighting about it until it comes up again. I don't want to settle with someone who's not right for me, but I also don't want to be lonely.

[Gina]

Lindsey time for the mother talk!! You are a young beautiful girl with so much life ahead of you. No reason for you to settle, just because you don't want to be lonely. Go out there and live life, it goes by to quickly and one day you will be a middle aged woman saying where did time go... Do fun stuff it doesn't always have to be with a boyfriend, go out with the girls , play the field . My friend's mom use to always tell us and I am passing it to you. When the right guy comes along you will know and he will not let you go. So until then don't go looking it will come to you..

[Lindsey]

I played the field for 3 years before I gave in and started dating Ryden and I realized I really REALLY like that there was someone who was just always going to be there for me. My friends are all in long-term relationships with live-in boyfriends, or married. I only have a couple of single girlfriends that I don't really see a whole lot.
I really don't know what I want right now. I really do LIKE Kyle, but I don't know if I could love him. Lately I almost even dread anything intimate at all, even kissing. I'm just not into it. I love to be with him and cuddle and hold his hand and hug him. He's not afraid to just act silly with me and I'm completely myself with him. I don't want to lose his friendship, and all of his friends, and all of his family, but that's inevitable if I break his heart.