i'm done trying !!

[Ponyup]

Since he didn't appreciate the gift you bought him I would take it back & use the money to buy yourself something nice or do something nice for you & your son. When he asked about it just say I was under the impression you didn't like it so I took it back.

I'm very sorry you're going through such a hard time. I know how it is to see the good in people & try to ignore the bad, but it sounds like the bad is getting pretty hard to ignore.