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and after re-reading what I have wrote I realize how childish the whole thing sounds. Obviously I didn't handle any of the situations with the maturity of an adult. More like that of a little kid.
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Please don't feel that way - you handled the situation the best way you could at the time. There isn't a situation we've all been in at one time or another that we haven't looked back over it hours, days, weeks, or months later and commented that we could have handled it better so don't worry yourself over that.
As for the friendship, I think you already know the answer. It's hard to let go of a close friendship but part of having (and maintaining) a friendship is like a marriage - give and take on both parts. Seems from what I read, you've been giving, she's been taking and never returned in kind. I had a very, very close friend of mine that I "lost" several years ago. She was my best friend, I was matron of honor at her wedding, and her "rock" when she divorced years later. She always told me she didn't know how she would have gotten through with a 2 year old if not for me. Once she started "living" again after the divorce, I introduced her to friends of mine, hoping that she would make more friends. Well, no sooner than I introduced her to a girl I worked with and who I was friends with, she became friends with her and I was glad - we did things as a threesome! It got to a point where she stopped calling me and inviting me places with her. I'd call her and ask what she was doing and she would reply she and Julie were going shopping, or going to lunch, or going over to Julie's, etc. Her and her boyfriend began to have cook-outs with Julie and her husband (something we had all done as couples together) and not inviting hubby and I. Of course, that is no way to treat a friend - only there when you need them type of thing. I also realized that she could not be friends with more than one person at a time. We talked about it and I told her how I felt - shut out from her life, cast aside like yesterday's news. I even told her if not for me introducing them, she wouldn't even know Julie and I was glad that they were friends and admitted I was jealous of her "dumping" me for Julie's friendship. I told her I felt like she had just used me our entire friendship to benefit herself. She didn't really defend herself and was, or so it seemed, genuinely upset, that I was upset. But we drifted apart - a great friendship gone. Do I have regrets? Some - but I realized things happen for a reason that we can't always explain or understand. This seems to be a time in your life where you don't understand and can't explain the reasons. Follow your heart! If your heart tells you to call her, then do so - talk it out. You will feel better regardless of how things turn out and you will get your true answer based on her actions/reactions to your call. Best of luck to you! You're in my thoughts and prayers.
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Hmm.... i don't have the answer for you, but i think deep down you know what to do! I just want to wish you all the best
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Thanks ladies. I just find it hard to cut people out of my life. She has said in a letter that she didn't want anymore contact with me and I have been honoring that but I have since found out that the way things ended have bothered her too. I guess I have just been waiting to see if she would try to contact me.
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Looking from the outside in, it looks like you guys had a "toxic" relationship. She basically leeched on you and you gave and gave and never got anything in return. There is a saying in Spanish that says that "habit is more powerful than love." This refers to people who stay together more because they are used to having each other around and not so much because they love one another. I think you miss her because she was always a part of your life, but not really because she was a positive one. Your husband is the best judge in this situation because he loves you and knows what your friendship with this women does to you emotionally. If he objects so strongly, I am sure it is for a good reason. While only you know what is the right decision for you, I personally believe you should leave well enough alone. If you feel that you need to clear the air with her, mostly to clear your conscience, then do so, but you should not attempt to rekindle the friendship. In the end, you may cause problems in your marriage, and add aggravation to your life. Is her friendship really worth all of that?
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