Pink Cupcakes - Sweetie, if at all possible, you need to talk to a counselor. Perhaps you can get your hubby to go with you. If you are a Christian, a Christian counselor would be most appropriate. Your body is not your own, it is his and his is yours. It's just not right for either of you to suffer so. If he loves you like he should, he cannot be happy with the current situation. Perhaps if you can work through this, he won't need so much medication. Also, if you can work through this together, you marriage can be much stronger.
I wouldn't have children until your marriage improves. Children will just put more strain on your relationship. I had my first when I was 31 due to infertility issues. This was probably a good thing. We were much more mature, and more able to handle the challenges and finanical requirements of parenthood.
Wishing you the very, very best!!
Marilyn
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