Sigh........

[Janet]

How long to you get the place to yourself Diana? I'm home alone and will be until sometime this evening when the guys get off work. I haven't even dressed yet.

My heart is aching for Jaci. I hope she doesn't end up having problems with fertility. I've been through all that and it's not fun at all. Feeling so worthless at times wondering what I ever did for God to let this happen. Even now....late at night I shed a tear now and then that I never got to feel a baby grow inside me. Oh...I wouldn't trade my son for anything in the world, but still to this day I mourn the fact.

I will keep her in my prayers that she won't have any more problems and that she'll have all the beautiful babies she wants.

[DianaB]

Thank you, Janet. Right now I'm encouraging her to not be worried about it. She's just beginning her journey and who knows.....it might not be as bad as it sounds. We'll worry when we know that there is something to worry about.

My Mother and one of her sisters had trouble getting pregnant. There was never a reason for why. I know that my Mom was trying to get pregnant when I was in high school but for whatever reason it never happened. With all of the meds my Dad was on it was probably a good thing. However, I would have loved to have had a sister!!

Janet, I'm home totally alone until sometime tomorrow, Saturday, Then Dae Lynn and the kids come home. Glen won't be home until probably late Sunday. If Jaci feels up to it (she's having trouble with morning sickness) we're going to go to some flea markets in a nearby town that has several. She enjoys doing that and it will help take her mind off of her problems.

[Janet]

Flea markets sound like a good idea. I'm not much of a shopper, but flea markets always have something hiding...just waiting to be found.

[DianaB]

Yep.....always looking for "treasures"!!! Jaci's MIL, Jan, is going to go with us. Glen and I used to double date with her and her husband. She's a very sweet woman and I'm happy that she's going with us. It should be a fun afternoon.

Jaci's still having morning sickness so it's hard to believe that the pregnancy isn't a good one. I guess we'll wait and see. She has another dr's appointment on Wednesday.

[Blueyes]

Maybe Jaci's levels will come up! I pray this baby hangs on, and you have a new grandchild soon!

[JJJ]

Hoping this baby makes it. With that heart shape uterus the baby must know she has lot's of love to give.

I know most women yearn to be pregnant but it's crucial not to stress because stress is a big factor in many miscarriages. I don't know how old Jaci is but I'm sure she's got many years ahead of her to pop as many babies as she wants.

Even premature babies as little as 22 weeks are healthy. So much advance technology help on becoming a mom.

[DianaB]

Jessica.....Jaci's just turned 20....so yes, she has a lot of years ahead of her. I think that her greatest worry is that Amy had 4 miscarriages and the last two she bled very badly. In fact, the last one we almost lost her because she lost so much blood. It was scary for all of us. However, Amy was further along than Jaci is so hopefully that won't be an issue.

Jaci's doing good at the moment. She's having problems still with mornng sickness so it's just hard to think that the pregnancy might not be good. We'll know more on Wednesday when she goes to the doctor. I'm praying that the numbers are WAY up and that everything looks good.

I've been where she is......waiting to find out about how your pregnancy is going. It's really, really hard to not be worried. I think that Jaci is trying to stay busy so she's not worrying.