oh my god

[Lindsey]

Thanks everyone so much for your support. Yesterday I went shopping and got my hair done and then last night I went out and had way too much to drink and danced until my feet hurt too bad to stand up. I needed it. I went to his house today to drop off his stuff and to have a non-hysterical talk. I smiled and told him I'm doing okay. I brought up him saying he was single before we broke up and he said he was so sorry and he felt bad right after he did it. He also said I was the best girlfriend he's ever had but it just won't work. I do understand it but it still hurts. He's over me already. I said I won't be able to hang out with him for awhile as friends if he's going to have new girls already and he said he doesn't know what's going to happen but he does want me in his life. I'm just trying hard not to cry over him anymore.