I have to Vent!!

[Mandy]

So sorry you have to go through all this. You will start feeling better, but it takes time. When my son was 2 months old, i also got the blue's and they also put me on prozac for 6 months, so i know how you feel.
It's obvious that you are under a lot of stress and that is not helping, you need people to be supportive, specially right now, just come here and talk to us. Don't be too hard on yourself, it will all come right.