It's going to be an awkward night

[Lindsey]

Sorry for the confusion! Ryden said he cried over me for weeks... although a lot of people have told me he was already with a new girl within a week of breaking up with me. He tries to portray himself as the perfect caring boyfriend, but there were countless times he looked me in the eye to tell me he hadn't touched drugs when he was obviously high, plus all the stuff he told his friends about me. Then he tries to tell me he didn't lie to me throughout our whole relationship.
Kyle and I talked it over yesterday and as of now we are together, but I don't think I have much hope for us. We never come to a compromise on anything, we just eventually try to stop fighting about it until it comes up again. I don't want to settle with someone who's not right for me, but I also don't want to be lonely.