Not my best side...

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Janet, I seriously don't know if I'd take it or not now. In the state I'm currently in, probably not. If I can get my mood and health back, it could be fun. I know all to well what you mean by

I just don't have the ambition anymore.

Right now I just want some peace and quiet and to get my house in order again.
All of my life has been spent with kids in the house. I have siblings 6 and 10 yrs younger than myself. My oldest just turned 34 this month. I went from my parents home to having my own baby at 19. I've never had my own space without kids to consider, and have had a job of one sort or another since I started working at age 12 to earn money for my first horse. Hopefully this new stage in life will bring with it a renewed interest in thigs again and I will want to do more than stay home and relax... but if not, I'm not going to push myself. I feel like that's all I've ever done and enough is enough already.