Emotions

[Lindsey]

You know, honestly it doesn't even matter. We both know our relationship won't last because I'm moving away next year. We have fun together and that's why we're together for now. I think his feelings for me are stronger than mine for him but I've let him know that I'm not completely invested in the relationshp and he still wants to keep it going. I don't know, we're kind of confusing I guess. Neither of us wants to be lonely.

[pope1982]

lol well there you go! But you still need to have "that conversation" with him if it appears you two want different things.

Might be time to cut your losses if it's not so much fun. Fear of loneliness is a horrible reason to stay with someone!

[Lindsey]

I don't know really if it's fear of being lonely, but just what I'm missing if I'm not with him. I'm sure I'd have my own group of friends and stuff but I really do like his friends and I have fun with him and his friends when he's not in a bad mood. I don't love him, and I really don't think I've ever loved anyone, and don't hold out too much hope that I ever will! But we'll see what the future holds. For now I just want to do things that make me happy, and teach myself to not get so upset if what makes me happy doesn't necessarily make HIM happy. And I really hope that I can teach him how to be a good boyfriend too. I want him to know all the things he's doing wrong, so he's good to the girl he will end up marrying.