Okay, what I've been up to.....

[HALEY]

We decided on the patch i was going to take the Chantix, but the side effects scare the hell out of me, nightmares, stokes, depression, sick stomach, i can't be feeling down or depressed around Micah or bad dreams that i have no control over since i still sleep with Micah i would die if i ever hurt that child!!!!! I don't need a pill messing with my head, i'm goofy enough on my own