best and worse moment of your life

[rivermom]

Originally Posted by Willow

Omigosh!!! I do not know how you got through that! Do you have your kids with you now? (sorry if I am prying!)

No need to apologize for prying. I NEVER did get through that, I've just learned to deal with it. After awhile you find pleasure in the pain as it becomes the same. You'd think after awhile one would become numb but it never happens. I will take my choices to my grave.

No, my kids are not with me now. I had my daughter for awhile but for her happiness and not my own I let her move back as this was her wish. HUGE MISTAKE!! I should have been selfish. But, I can't go back in time.

Now two of the three are adults and live on their own. My daughter was to move here this past summer but she changed her mind.

I could write a novel on this entire situation. There are no words to describe this story that relives itself constantly in my heart and mind.